I’m grateful for some extra quality time with my daughter this morning. She truly is the human equivalent of an antidepressant- all of the teachers at her school are constantly praising her being a ray of sunshine🥹 (I will say it’s kind of ironic to have such a happy bubbly child when naturally I’m a miserable cuntwad😂)

I’m grateful for the happy light my mother got me a few months ago, it does seem to help a bit. I did slack on it a little and the removal of using it was noticeable!

I’m grateful that my suicide attempt in 2015 that resulted in acute liver failure and a 22 day stay in the ICU didn’t work out as I had originally planned. For a good year after that attempt I had been pissed that I lived. Doctors didn’t have any explanation for it and I just couldn’t fathom my life working out in any form- I truly thought I was doomed to be a fuck up my entire life until I inevitably overdosed.

A decade later I feel totally different about it and can see that really never should have been an option in the first place. Everything had been temporary situations I was upset about- almost all of them self created problems.

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What are you grateful for today?🤔