I’m really not feeling grateful today by any means. This is the 5th day I’ve been on heavy antibiotics and I’ve had zero improvement (my swelling is just as bad as yesterday).

I could sit here and spew off some ridiculous nonsense I pulled out of my ass, or I can be realistic in saying that things are really not that great. Normally I can fake it til I make it but today that’s just not happening.

I’m missing an entire week of work over this infection. I would much rather be at work than to be in this kind of pain and stuck at home. At least I’m not getting fired over this.

I’m looking at about $500 worth of bills from my ER trips this weekend, luckily I will be able to pay them but I wish they hadn’t happened in the first place. I need some improvement, I’m fucking desperate😭

Apologies for this not being an actual gratitude list, I’m not trying to give up my streak but I can’t even try the faking it option with the amount of pain I’m in.

What are you grateful for today?🤔